IF we
really want to be in love, let’s fill
ourselves first of all with the source of love who is none other than God.
“Deus caritas est,” God is love, as St. John says, indicating the ultimate
essence of God. And since we are his image and likeness, we cannot be other
than men and women full of love, of God’s love.
We have to be wary of distorting
this fundamental truth about ourselves by simply generating our own kind of
love that will always be limited, highly conditioned, effective only under what
we consider to be favorable conditions.
We have to make the effort to feel the love of God for us which he pours on us
abundantly. That’s simply because unless we feel that love and get moved by it,
we cannot manage to love as we ought to love. Let’s always remember that Christ
himself commanded us to love one another as he himself has loved us. Christ
makes himself the standard and source of our love.
Otherwise, what may happen is that
we may just rely on our own self-generated kind of love that can only do so
much. For example, our self-generated love would not know how to be patient for
long with trials and sufferings, how to love and be merciful with those who
give us trouble.
It would be a love ruled by the law
of Talion, eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth. It would be a love marked by
self-interest. In other words, it would not be pure and completely gratuitous.
There would be strings attached to it. Also, it cannot last long. It would be
too dependent on our moods, and other shifting conditionings.
We cannot give to others what we do
not have. We cannot reap what we have not sown, and what we sow is first of all
sown in us by God himself, who is our Creator, Father and everything to us. He
is the one who gives us the full scope of the love proper to us. Not only that,
he gives us the power to live it abidingly.
We readily see this law of love
working even in our normal family life. A baby, for example, knows nothing
about loving when he is born. But he is immediately showered with love and
affection, and learns to reciprocate in his own ways, which we often describe
as “cute.”
What is given to the baby is given
back to us, and what he observes and receives as he grows is also what he shows
and shares with others. That’s why it is very important that the young ones are
always given good example of loving, caring, serving others, etc. Otherwise,
they can become self-centered and selfish.
Everyday, we should work out this
need of filling ourselves with God’s love, since this does not come to us
automatically. In the first place, we have to contend with our human and
natural limitations that simply cannot cope with the fullness of God’s love.
This is not to mention that we are
also burdened by the effects of our sins and weaknesses, the environment of
temptations and other conditionings that would make us not only insensitive and
resistant but also hostile to God’s love.
That’s why it’s good to cultivate a
life of recollection and contemplation even while in the middle of the world,
ever meditating and relishing on God’s goodness, wisdom, love and mercy.
That he created us when there was no
need for him to do so, that he endowed us with the best of things such that we
become his image and likeness, that he always forgives us when we fall and is
patient with us in our erratic ways, that he provides us with all our needs—all
these and more should always be in our mind and heart.
Even if he allows trials, suffering
and calamities to come our way, we should not forget that his love knows what
to do with them. As St. Paul would put it, “Love bears all things, hopes all
things, endures all things…” (1 Cor 13,7)
How important therefore that our
thinking and even our sensibility is infused with piety, a piety that is
supported by a theological mind, so that we would always be aware of God
never-failing love for us. And not only that, but also that we would be moved
to love God and others in return.
We should do everything to fill
ourselves with God’s love. On God’s part, he is never sparing in giving us that
love to us. It’s up to us to have it as much as we can!
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